Update | Why I Stopped Filming...

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Hello my beauties, welcome back. It's been a while since I've done one of my sit down lets catch up posts. So I'd like to start off by saying sorry for disappearing, from both the blogosphere and youtube. I truly can explain, and as boring and silly as it sounds I've just found it super difficult to do both things. Blogging - but more YouTube requires a lot of time, and not to mention confidence. Recently I've just found it harder than usual to just sit down and film, my mind goes blank and it makes me so angry when things don't go the way I'd like them to go. I have been attempting almost everyday to film, so can you imagine putting make up on everyday and trying to film but it going terribly wrong? I had such a emotional moment the other day, I called my boyfriend and just burst into tears about it all, but as per usual he was supportive and told me to go with my heart, film when I feel comfortable and not to force it.
(p.s thank you for listening to me be a monster on the phone lol 

I'm trying to get back into the hang of things. I think I put myself under pressure majority of the time, as the year comes to an end I am nearing 5000 subscribers on my channel and I am SO excited but I can't help but feel scared too. I love doing what I do, but sometimes not filming = some subscribers getting a tad too personal and basically being horrible. I YouTube and Blog because I thoroughly enjoy doing so, its a hobby not a job. Not saying that having it as a job is a bad thing, but at the moment for me I have other priorities and I'd just like to slowly get back on track, for me at the moment there is no rush. I hope this makes sense and you all understand, but slowly but surely I will be back to the usual uploading. Love you all!


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  1. hi Minara , your my favourite youtuber (sounds so cheesy ) but it's true , it's because your so down to earth and relatable , like the rest of us you have problems and hurdles in life . Your boyfriends right film when your ready . Always stay true to yourself don't change for anybody . The more your grow online the more "haters" you will get and that's because there jellouse of your successes . Can't wait to read your blogs an watch your YouTube videos in the future in sha Allah . I hope you all the best and can't wait to see your grow . Xxx

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    1. thank you so much for this kind message. Honestly I love you for the support & kind words!

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  2. Minara! I can't speak for all your subscribers but you filming isn't something I feel entitled you. I'm sure a lot of us understand you have a life you are a person and YouTube isn't your sole focus. So please don't feel like you're disappointing anyone because I'm sure noone feels like it. There's the annoyance of waiting but that's impatience for you. It's lile waiting for the next episode of something. You're quality, you're amazing. When you're ready we'll all be watching. You never disappoint p.s keep your bf support is key xx

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    1. Thank you so much for understanding! Sending you massive bear hugs this has made me smile ear to ear! ❤️ You

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    2. Keep smiling! Love you too beautiful x

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  3. Mimara you take your time with everything. I will always be a fan of you as I have been from the very start!!

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  4. Very well said this post alone has made me subscribe to you..i totally value honesty over mascara anyday. Good for you mwah Xx
    ps. Please ignore my signin name that was an oooold blog but i can't work out how to comment under my current self hosted wordpress blog???

    www.whatrosiewrote.com

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