Hello my beauties, welcome back. It's been a while since I've done one of my sit down lets catch up posts. So I'd like to start off by saying sorry for disappearing, from both the blogosphere and youtube. I truly can explain, and as boring and silly as it sounds I've just found it super difficult to do both things. Blogging - but more YouTube requires a lot of time, and not to mention confidence. Recently I've just found it harder than usual to just sit down and film, my mind goes blank and it makes me so angry when things don't go the way I'd like them to go. I have been attempting almost everyday to film, so can you imagine putting make up on everyday and trying to film but it going terribly wrong? I had such a emotional moment the other day, I called my boyfriend and just burst into tears about it all, but as per usual he was supportive and told me to go with my heart, film when I feel comfortable and not to force it.
(p.s thank you for listening to me be a monster on the phone lol 

I'm trying to get back into the hang of things. I think I put myself under pressure majority of the time, as the year comes to an end I am nearing 5000 subscribers on my channel and I am SO excited but I can't help but feel scared too. I love doing what I do, but sometimes not filming = some subscribers getting a tad too personal and basically being horrible. I YouTube and Blog because I thoroughly enjoy doing so, its a hobby not a job. Not saying that having it as a job is a bad thing, but at the moment for me I have other priorities and I'd just like to slowly get back on track, for me at the moment there is no rush. I hope this makes sense and you all understand, but slowly but surely I will be back to the usual uploading. Love you all!

Update | Why I Stopped Filming...


Last week I had the pleasure of getting my make up done by one of my favourite make up artists - Tam Beauty! She recently has started up her Instagram page again (@tambeauty_) and has been posting some amazing make up looks so when I heard she was doing some free make-overs to promote her page - I jumped right into the opportunity! She was honestly so kind and such a joy to be around, thank you so much for working your magic on my face (and feeding me some yummy pasta lol) I am still in awe with how perfect my make up was. Since I uploaded the one photo of her work on my profile I've gotten a lot of requests to upload some more snaps, so here it is ladies, take a look for yourselves! I've also listed the products she used and the links I could find for them, let me know what you guys think. 

 Make Up Forever Smoothing Primer - Purchase from Debenhams online
  Chanel Luminizer - Boots
 Pixi Make Up Fixing Mist - Cult Beauty 
 MAC Peach Lustre for colour correcting 
 Charlotte Tilbury Magic Foundation Shade 8 mixed with Estee Lauder Double Wear Max Coverage in 'creamy vanilla'
 Kevin Aucoin Sensial Skin Enhancer in 'sx06' and 'sx11' - SpaceNK.
 Mac Light Boost Brightening Pen

 Shadows - ABH World Traveller, TooFaced chocolate bar & Lorac Metals Palette

Contour, Highlight & Blush:
 MAC Whisper of Gilt Highlighter & ABH So Hollywood
❥ NARS Gilda Blush - SpaceNK.
 Kat Von D Shade & Light contouring palette - Sephora
MAC Fix+ 

 Bobbi Brown Rum Raisin Lipliner & BHCosmetics 'Clara' 

getting all glammed up!

liquid. lipstick. heaven. 

note: top two photos I am wearing ABH Liquid Lipstick in 'Vamp' 

closer look at the eyes - I loved the way she added the black shadow to intensify the look!
Once again, thank you so much Tam for dolling me up I truly did not want to take my make up off that night! I've left her contact/social media down below, book her for the new year ladies before she's full! She is also doing some one to one make up classes, email her for details.

Instagram: @tambeauty_
Bookings: tambeauty_@hotmail.com

Make Up By Tam Beauty


As the festive season approaches us so do the amazing limited edition gift sets! Stila released their 2015 Holiday collection and I must say I am impressed - they have some pretty decent palettes that are going for £30 or some even less that look amazing and super pigmented. I was gifted this set which is called the 'Eternal Love' Liquid Lipstick Set which comes with 3 timeless shades - a red, pink & brown/purple.

 The red shade is called 'Beso' as you all know, I don't suit reds very well but I will make this work. I usually mix my lipsticks around so once I start playing around with it I will create a shade that suits me better. I wish this shade suited me because it looks gorgeous on my friends!

The pink which is called 'Bacci' reminds me a lot like LA Splash 'Ghoulish' (reviewed here) but it is more on the pink side, again because of personal preference this shade is gorgeous BUT it washes me out a little.. on the bright side because due to the fact that these liquid lipsticks are super creamy in texture it is so easy to apply a lipliner on top without getting dry and flakey, so I will be mixing and matching which is one of my favourite things to do haha. #noshame

The last one which is my absolute favourite and I haven't been able to take it off is called 'Ricco' this beautiful shade is definitely more of a daring one but I've overcome the fear of wearing darker shades - now I love them! This looks different on everyone, when looking online sometimes it looks more brown but personally on myself it is a deep purple, with a pinch of brown in it somewhere. I'm actually in awe with how amazing these liquid lipsticks feel on my lips, the texture is super creamy and comfortable to wear day to day. Not to mention the longevity, I ate through NANDOS wearing the darkest shade and my lipstick was intact. Now that is a true long lasting liquid lipstick.

They all are 1ml which yes is a little, but trust me a little definitely goes a long way. I don't see myself using up these products anytime soon as they are so pigmented I can get a lot of use out of them. Being mini's also means they are travel friendly, pop them into your clutch and your good to go. £18 for 3 lipsticks, you can't go wrong. They also have another set which is called 'Eternally yours' which comes with 6 whopping lipsticks for only £29!

 heres the links to the websites:

Stila Eternal Love Liquid Lipstick Set


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